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Introduction: The Sound of a Ruler Working
Anxiety about the future. What will become of me from here? Can I really keep going? When night comes, the anxiety suddenly turns up its volume. And most people begin to blame the very self that feels it: to be anxious over something like this, my heart is weak; everyone around me seems fine, and I, shaken, am the strange one.
Plenty has been written on easy ways to relieve anxiety about the future. What this article places is the question one step before it: whether that anxiety truly welled up naturally from inside you, or was designed from outside.
Let me give the conclusion first. The anxiety about the future you feel is not evidence of a weakness of heart. It is the normal operation of a designed terrain, formed by the meshing of three things: an industry, an economic structure, and a ruler written in from outside. The terrain is built that way, so you feel restless. The terrain is built so that you feel restless.
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Where Did the Ruler That Sets “How It Ought to Be” Come From?
Anxiety, pressed to its limit, is the sense of a gap between how things ought to be and how they are now — the distance between the ideal and the reality. The wider that distance, the deeper the anxiety.
Which means the depth of the anxiety is decided not only by how things are now but also by where you place how it ought to be. Place the ought high and, for the same reality, the distance widens and the anxiety deepens. By thirty-five you ought to be at least this far; you must not fall behind the average of your generation — each of these oughts, did you choose it from inside yourself? Or, bathed in countless messages, did you take it on at some point without noticing, and come to believe it was your own?
This standard is not something you were born equipped with. A baby does not think I am no good as I am. In the process of growing up, we have taken in countless standards from the outside world. What you feel as a lack is decided by the standard written into you. And that standard can be rewritten. If someone rewrites your how it ought to be just a little higher, then although reality has not changed at all, you suddenly begin to feel not enough. By rewriting the standard alone, a person can be plunged into the sense of lack. This is the deepest method of supplying anxiety.
No Message Presents Itself to Be Refused
Why can we not notice this rewriting and resist it? The answer is that this operation carries no message to be refused.
Ordinarily, when we resist something, there is an object to resist: a solicitation, buy this; a command, do this. When such a clear message is aimed at us, we can examine it and judge whether to accept or refuse. But the rewriting of the ruler asserts nothing to you. It quietly sets the very standard by which you evaluate things. A standard is not an assertion. So there is no object against which to say I oppose this.
Suppose the standard by thirty-five you ought to be a manager is written into you. This standard commands you nothing. It merely becomes the graduation by which you view your own career. You, not a manager at thirty-five, feel automatically, against that graduation, that you are behind. You measure yourself by your own inner graduation and feel, of your own accord, a lack. Because the operation works not as a message outside you but as a standard inside you, the point of resistance has nowhere to aim. This is why this root remains in people so deeply and so long.
▸ How this ruler of market value steals the sovereignty of evaluation is treated in what “raising your market value” conceals.
Blaming Yourself Becomes the Fuel That Turns the Circuit
While you believe the ruler is your own, the lack it shows also feels like your own reality. And you conclude that being unable to resolve that lack is because your own power falls short. Not questioning the origin of the ruler turns anxiety, as it stands, into self-blame.
This self-blame has a convenient effect. While you are blaming yourself, you do not turn your eyes to the structure. One who searches for the cause of the problem inside themselves does not doubt the outer structure. And, trying to fill their own lack, they go all the more eagerly to buy products. Self-blame turns your eyes away from the structure and, at the same time, drives you toward products. Blaming yourself becomes, exactly as it is, the fuel that turns the circuit.
That those around you look untroubled may be because they too, on the same terrain, are restless in the same way and simply not showing it. But because their insides are invisible, you feel I am the only one shaken, and blame yourself all the more. This asymmetry — comparing others’ calm surface with your own shaken inside — deepens the self-blame further.
Conclusion: Move the One You Blame From Yourself to the Structure
Anxiety about the future is not because you are weak; it is the sound of a ruler written in from outside working exactly as it should. You stand on a designed terrain, so you are restless. That is all.
This recognition carries an immediate practical benefit. Once you see that the terrain is what makes you restless, the reason to blame the restless self disappears. You were not restless because you are weak; you were merely standing on a terrain built so that you would be restless. This recognition moves you from the seat of the one being judged to the seat of an observer dissecting the structure. And while a natural emotion cannot be changed, a designed terrain can be rebuilt. The first step of defence is, each time you feel restless, to raise your vantage one level and ask anew: by which ruler am I measuring now? Receive the overall blueprint as your next step. How this designed terrain works across career anxiety as a whole is gathered in why career advancement never quiets your anxiety about the future.
References
Academic papers and theory
- Deci, E. L., & Ryan, R. M. Intrinsic Motivation and Self-Determination in Human Behavior (1985) Plenum Press
- Kahneman, D., & Tversky, A. “Prospect Theory: An Analysis of Decision under Risk” (1979) Econometrica, 47(2)
