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Introduction: The Self-Blame at the Third Attempt
There is nothing you want to do. What you were supposed to love, once made into work, stopped fitting. I have not yet found what I truly love — so you try another field. At first it is fresh, but each time you try to monetise it the same thing happens. A sense of obligation arises, and it grows heavy. Around the third attempt you begin to blame yourself: maybe I have nothing I truly want to do.
Plenty of people are looking for how to discover what they want to do. What this article examines is the premise beneath it: why, search for another love as you may, passion thins out again in the same way — and whether this is really your problem.
Let me give the conclusion first. The problem is not what to love. It is onto what structure you load what you love. So however much you search for your true love, load it onto the same structure and you get the same result. Having nothing you want to do is not because your choice was wrong, nor because your passion falls short.
📖 Contents
The Flaw in the Prescription “Find Your True Love”
When passion fades, the prescription most often held out is this: the passion faded because that love was not the real thing; if it were something truly, deeply loved, it would not fade even when made into work.
This seemingly reasonable logic has a flaw. Because even something truly, deeply loved does the same thing when made into work. The fall of intrinsic motivation does not depend on the depth of love. Enter a structure where external control is added and, however deeply loved, motivation is eroded. If anything, the more deeply loved, the greater the loss when made into work.
Another problem with this prescription is that finding your true love means entering an endless loop. Find the real love this time, make it work, and when it fades again, interpret it as not the real love yet, and search for the next. This loop does not end unless the problem of structure is solved. Each time you search for another love, the first months have freshness. There is the expectation maybe this time. But each time you try to monetise it, the same sense of obligation arises. The problem was never what to choose.
▸ The mechanism of why drive thins even when you search for another love is treated in why you lose your drive once what you love becomes work.
The Harm of Prescriptions That Make It “the Individual’s Problem”
It is not only find your true love. Change your mindset; passion comes later, first polish your skills; separate what you love from work — every prescription for lost passion shares one thing.
They locate the cause of the problem in the individual’s interior. The choice of taste (what to choose), the maturity of spirit (how to think), the order (how to proceed), how to draw the boundary (how to separate). Each turns the solution toward what the individual should do. But since the essence of the problem lies in structure, however much the individual changes, load it onto the same structure and the same thing repeats.
This individual attribution has a harm that cannot be overlooked. The problem goes unsolved while the individual’s self-blame piles up. When you try a prescription and nothing changes, the interpretation the direction of the prescription was wrong rarely comes. Instead arises the self-blame my practice fell short, my spirit was immature. And a self-recognition forms: I am a person who cannot change. This not only hinders the solution but erodes the very power to believe in yourself.
Turn “Nothing I Want to Do” Into a Different Question
So face the feeling there is nothing I want to do from a different angle.
That feeling may not be evidence that you truly have nothing you want to do. Rather, it may be the result of the things you have loved being loaded, one after another, onto the structure that sells what you love as an external obligation, and passion being alienated each time. The premonition that whatever I try, the same thing happens is correct. Because the problem lay not in taste but in the structure you load it onto.
If so, what to ask is not what do I truly want to do. It is onto what structure have I been loading the things I have loved. The instant you turn to face this question, your gaze moves from searching outside for a true love not yet seen to how to protect the love that is already there. From the same starting point — I don’t know what I want to do — you can head to an entirely different place.
Conclusion: Move the One You Blame From Yourself to the Structure
Having nothing you want to do is neither a wrong choice nor an absence of passion but the result of the structure you loaded what you love onto not being designed to protect passion. So however much you searched for another love, only self-blame piled up.
What is needed is not to search for a truer love. It is to move the one you blame from your own interior toward the structure you loaded what you love onto. Passion thinned when I made what I love work not because I was weak; the structure it rode was not designed to protect passion — this recognition is the accurate recognition that frees you from self-blame. Receive the overall blueprint as your next step. How this deception of the prescriptions works across turning what you love into work as a whole is gathered in why passion disappears when you turn what you love into work.
References
Academic papers and theory
- Deci, E. L., & Ryan, R. M. Intrinsic Motivation and Self-Determination in Human Behavior (1985) Plenum Press
- Newport, C. So Good They Can’t Ignore You (2012) Grand Central Publishing
